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heartbroken and left stranded by my words

i used to be so terrified of them... blank pages that i could not never wanted to should never ever had to could not could not face. all the words i had long tended to, nurtured and cared for - all the words i thought were mine turned yours theirs... more
Previous blog entries:
May 27-there is music everywhere
May 23-WORLD NO-TOBACCO DAY MAY 31
May 14-nina simone's the other woman sung by jewel
Cri+Han+Pen's favorite blog entries:
Apr 9-how can i not cry over this?!?!
Apr 3-METRO TALES
Mar 31-BRILLANTE MENDOZA AND TIRADOR, BENVENUTO IN ITALIA!!!
Mar 27-the children of yemen
Mar 19-ME SURVEY. stolen from my sister, for my sister/s
Mar 12-bloggare in italiano e LECIRAM's stuff and nonsenses make perfect sense
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Photo AlbumSNIPPETS OF THE NOW AND THE HERE
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roaming rome 2007
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birthdays in france 2007
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the summer in tuscany 2007
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bologna, italia 2007
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milan
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al parco
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la mia venezia 2006
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nordic cruise
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Lago Como e Ticino, Italia 2005
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cinque terre, italia 2005
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blogpics
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faces
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with friends
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leaving a slight trace
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Homei am the child of frustration, the legacy of despair, the heir of brashness
I became a thief. My crime was heavy and it bore my conscience deep into earth, mud and rocks, lava and the tears of hidden years.
My victim curled into a ball, a newborn of soft ideals and unformed desires. I curled, and could not unfurl my infantile vulnerability back to where it pretended to be strong and virile and unafraid.
I stole my own words. I despoiled my virginity. I broke free.
And still, in the very end, was saved. - cris+Ha-neul+pen

Let go of the past! Let go of the future! Let go of the present and cross over to the farther shore of existence. With your mind wholly liberated, you shall come no more to birth and death. - Buddha...



There are hundreds, probably thousands more people whom i have met in my 27 years, bestowing hope, instilling wisdom, imparting values that have guided me up until now. i really wouldn't be the person i am without you all.




they say stars die out after several million years.... but particles of that star re-unite and form a new star, but still taking the same place in the heavens....

if i were to be a star, i would choose to scatter far and wide, and not re-unite again... i'd want to gather myself with other particles from other stars and be the same old star, but with a different glow...
 
 
 









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threeofhearts wrote on Sep 24, '09
kuya pen! :) musta ka na? i miss you! i love you! uwi kayo please? :D
threeofhearts wrote on Apr 17, '09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY kuya pen! love you! :D my internet connection has been funky lately...kainis. anyway, happy birthday ulit mwua!!!
robertanthonysamonte wrote on Apr 15, '09
Happy Birthday!!!
Wish You All the Best...
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cholo79 wrote on Apr 14, '09
Happy Birthday! =)
robertanthonysamonte wrote on Dec 20, '08
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threeofhearts wrote on Nov 26, '08
i received your text ha. im glad andyan kana kyna kuya, atleast alam namin na safe ka at may kasamang family. haaay, sana nga kuya, you find your luck and happiness dyan. don't lose hope. we are soooo proud of you no matter what. garing ka ata! :) love you!!! regards to everyone.
jcscotch wrote on Aug 21, '08
kumusta k na poh
akusa wrote on Aug 18, '08
ciao! comoesta penpen? i miss you!
thethankyougirls wrote on Aug 7, '08
TYG Premiere small
threeofhearts wrote on Jul 10, '08
musta? hehehe ;)
threeofhearts wrote on Jun 7, '08
ei, + or - ba yung grado mo na 100 on both eyes? kelangan kasi yun so we can buy you eye glasses. tska nice montage. natouch naman ako...hehehe BTW, read mo yung blog ko bout dun sa commencement address ni JK Rowling. natuwa ako kasi ang ganda niya. wala lang.
angiegurrrl08 wrote on Jun 4, '08
are you online? andito si jen sa bahay right now. tawa kami ng tawa hehehe
danieleskye wrote on Jun 3, '08
hoy!!!!! kelan ka ba dalaw d2 at pictorials tayo.... tagal na namin ni ivan antay sayo noh!
waynemanor wrote on Jun 1, '08
Pen, msta n? Ingat lge Bro!
instinxxx wrote on May 14, '08
ur welcome bro...
:-)
jillakilla wrote on May 8, '08
Just saying hi. :)
guardoio wrote on May 8, '08
ah okay... you seem to be dropping in on everyone's site.... btw,who are you?!? ahahah... and what does that mean?!? thanks for the view. you look like the boy i teach english to. ahahaa.
sjei wrote on May 3, '08
♥♥SUMMER LOVE♥♥

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threeofhearts wrote on Apr 13, '08
hi :) musta? lapit na birthday nia?! hehehe
azngamerboi wrote on Apr 11, '08
wow, tuscany!!!!
my best friend and i are planning to visit tuscany this year en route paris. :D
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